It’s been a rough week. 3 years ago today Mr. Poopers left us. Tuesday Coco got hit by a car. We knew the best thing was to put her to sleep. So we kissed her soft forehead and her big eyes looked up at us while her paws intertwined with our fingers and let her go. It was utterly horrifying.

Things I should be doing while I’m supposed to be in class but not

• Working on my speech (about the human cell! – I’m actually kinda stoked on that)
• Working on my Communications test
• Studying for Microbiology test on Tuesday
• Writing paper for Micro
• Studying for Nutrition final (proctored by X!)
• Printing stuff out for my school apps
• Expense sheet for work
• dishes
• vacuuming
• laundry
• unpacking shit from a strip to San Diego like a month ago

Things I am doing

• this
• eating
• generally laughing in the face of productivity

I am sooo tired, you guys. This semester is worse than the one I took statistics and chemistry while working full time. That semester I got a B in chem but this semester made me want to scream FUUUUUUUCK as I withdrew from my English class today. I’m still in 3 other classes (as noted above) and working full time. So I’m sure there are a few more fucks to come. I am exhausted.

My mom calls me while lost in the ghetto: “I think I’m in middle of – [deep inhale] not good, not good.”